Sunday 1 May 2011
when the rocks are soft | Go to post ➜
I don't feel so good right now. Though my grades are with flying colors, my health is super balanced and there are things before that I thought I couldn't do but now I could, there are still some pieces that are missing in spite of every little achievement I gain. Maybe that's the reason why I still keep on breathing or one thing that wakes me up in the morning and keeps me up in the evening. Still at this point in my life I can't seem to find a way to resolve this conflict 'cause in the first place, I don't know what the conflict really is. Inner conflict? haha Kidding aside, I know for myself that there are still things that I should patch up. Broken relationships of the past (all sorts of relationship), unlearned experiences, unresolved conflicts, unnoticed hatred (could it be possible?) and all that stuff kept on haunting me day by day. Am I dying?? Why do I kept on remembering things like this at this time of my "happy" life? Ugh.
"When the rocks are soft"
Sometimes you'd wish that rocks are soft... so that when you fell on the ground full of rocks, you won't be as hurt as possible. But notice that when a rock turns soft, the road would be slippery and it won't be a big help for the travelers especially when they're on foot. When rocks are soft how can the animals survive when all they depend for shelter are the mighty pillars of the rocks. When it's raining hard, everything will be slippery and there's nothing that your feet could hold on to anymore. Then that's the time you'll think otherwise.
Sometimes we wish for things to be different. We wish to change them in a way that we'll be comfortable and we build our own selfish ways. We want things to go OUR way. We want everything the easy way. We want what we want. But what we don't know is that everything that has been laid out in front of us are all tools for us to become better... even rocks or the most unexpected things. It would all matter on how we live it and on how we look at it.
We have to see things in a different perspective and know how these helps us or not. Sometimes what matters is on how you carry things, not on how things affect you.
23:39
Sunday 1 May 2011
when the rocks are soft | Go to post ➜
I don't feel so good right now. Though my grades are with flying colors, my health is super balanced and there are things before that I thought I couldn't do but now I could, there are still some pieces that are missing in spite of every little achievement I gain. Maybe that's the reason why I still keep on breathing or one thing that wakes me up in the morning and keeps me up in the evening. Still at this point in my life I can't seem to find a way to resolve this conflict 'cause in the first place, I don't know what the conflict really is. Inner conflict? haha Kidding aside, I know for myself that there are still things that I should patch up. Broken relationships of the past (all sorts of relationship), unlearned experiences, unresolved conflicts, unnoticed hatred (could it be possible?) and all that stuff kept on haunting me day by day. Am I dying?? Why do I kept on remembering things like this at this time of my "happy" life? Ugh.
"When the rocks are soft"
Sometimes you'd wish that rocks are soft... so that when you fell on the ground full of rocks, you won't be as hurt as possible. But notice that when a rock turns soft, the road would be slippery and it won't be a big help for the travelers especially when they're on foot. When rocks are soft how can the animals survive when all they depend for shelter are the mighty pillars of the rocks. When it's raining hard, everything will be slippery and there's nothing that your feet could hold on to anymore. Then that's the time you'll think otherwise.
Sometimes we wish for things to be different. We wish to change them in a way that we'll be comfortable and we build our own selfish ways. We want things to go OUR way. We want everything the easy way. We want what we want. But what we don't know is that everything that has been laid out in front of us are all tools for us to become better... even rocks or the most unexpected things. It would all matter on how we live it and on how we look at it.
We have to see things in a different perspective and know how these helps us or not. Sometimes what matters is on how you carry things, not on how things affect you.
23:39
I don't think you've heard ★
I'm a relatively good girl. I don't eat my veggies. I usually
get myself caught staring at the blank air doing nothing.I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like
chocolates and candy floss although they make me look kiddish most of the time. I think my life
is composed of a beautiful melody, although as of now its kinda messy :P
DarLinks
chik★
luki★
michelle★
ossie★
I don't think you've heard ★
I'm a relatively good girl. I don't eat my veggies. I usually
get myself caught staring at the blank air doing nothing.I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like
chocolates and candy floss although they make me look kiddish most of the time. I think my life
is composed of a beautiful melody, although as of now its kinda messy :P DarLinks
chik★
luki★
michelle★
ossie★